WHAT THE FUCK. Seems like I'm not yet over my one and only ex boyfriend. Focker! I kinda like cried when I saw him in his friendster pic with a new girl. Worse is, it's their anniversary today. Some say, the girl looks a bit like me. Hah! I'm a lot prettier for crying out loud. Oh come on, I am so down in the dumps. How could I get so utterly stupid. And my ex, he has grown a lot more gorgeous today. Call me superficial, but that's not really it. I found out that he had a hard time getting over me. And now he deserves to be happy. They deserve to be happy. So I have to let it be. Oh damn. My love life fuckin sucks. Rargh. And the people in the village kept on teasing us. They say he still ain't over me. Total egoboost. But what can I do? I just like him, but I don't intend to be with him again. Duh, I don't want to inflict pain on him once more. I know myself well. And I know I'll fall out of love easily. But why am I like this? I AM SO SELFISH. Why can't I let him be happy? Apparently cos I'm not happy seeing him with another girl. He'll always be my first love. Yeahboi. No freakin way. This is so not me.

Bottom line is, I'M JEALOUS BEYOND WORDS.