This is the lowest of the low.

I flunked my English 1 quiz a week ago.

I flunked my Math 17 surprise quiz 2 days ago.

And I again, flunked my Geology 11 quiz today.

I FEEL LIKE I'M SO DAMN STUPID.

SHOOT ME.

Sunday, June 27, 2004

-=HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, MANDEE!!!=-

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Had a whale of a time with my blockmates at Eastwood City last night. Fiddy drove and I hitched. Nico and Camille were on the other car. Jones was by himself. Lexi's van accomodated Jojo, Uly and Nice. The nine of us dined at Jack's Loft. I feasted on my favorite Beef Salpicao. *yummy* We did a whole lotta chit chat. Bonding sessions were slowly uncovering our mysterious side. How I wish our other blockmates were there. But, lo and behold, I hit the home base at 9p. Would you believe I did that?

Not being able to have a complete block pic was disappointing, though.

Anyhooo, I just got home from our ABM Orientation. Jones, Diuvz, Yayi and I were the only M-4's who made it there. Guys, I am starting to get disappointed in you. Nico and Lexi said they're going. Hmpf. But they didn't.

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

I'm sorta getting used to college life, you know. It's just a matter of adjustments to make. And it's pretty much amazing for me to survive my first three weeks without having a celly. *pffft*

Random thoughts : Chocolate Kiss isn't as great as I expected it to be. The chairs were just monoblock with foams. The Salpicao they served didn't satisfy my cravings. I must admit, the Kahlua Cake was yummy though. Well I guess that's the best resto UP has to offer. *sigh*

About our block...

...they're like a second barkada to me. Dining together every Mondays and Thursdays, attending the same Math 17 and Geo 11 classes, laughing about anything and everything... Talk about making my first few days in college worth treasuring. *priceless*

Guys help me. I kinda have a thing for this guy, but I have no bloody idea if he does feel the same way. You know how hard it is for me to admit my feelings, moreso, take the risk of falling in love again. Anyhooo, I guess everything will end up there eventually. *whimpers*

Tell me, isn't opening my heart again a good thing? That's the least I could do, than to stay in this desperate and pathetic state. For anything else, I know I have a lot of girls to back me up. *waves Hi to the Infinitum and the Bombshells* I miss my amigas.

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Had a blast with my High School friends at Eastwood City last night.

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Friday, June 18, 2004

Saw a group of Paulinians who were about to file their UPCAT Applications.

HA HA HA.

Those poor girls hafta go through every screening process we've undergone. They were all in awe when they saw me walking past them.

"Uy si Mica yun ah."

HA HA HA.

MAKE YOUR MOMMA PROUD.

Thursday, June 17, 2004

I'm starting to miss those High School Days with the Infinitum and Bombshells. I just need someone whom I can immediately run to when the need calls for it. Damn. I'm all fucked up. AND I HATE IT. It's not about college, you know. It's all about those sickening thoughts, that kept on bothering my slobbering brain. For Christ's sake, please STOP. Can't stop thinking about what I've found out. MASSOCHISTIC BULL.

YOU, DOUBLE-CROSSER, HEART BREAKER, TWO-TIMER YOU!

Imma make you pay for this...

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

I don't want to inflict pain on myself once again.

This is too much.

I know I've changed a lot, both positive and negative. Either ways, I just hope that I'm doing the right thing.

MY GOAL.

To be good enough for anyone.

Balang araw, ipagmamalaki nila na minsan sa buhay nila, nakilala nila ako.

MY DREAM.

To get into the UP Debate Society.

This is my passion. I love debating.

MY VISION.

To graduate with flying colors.

Magseseryoso na ako. Hindi na pedeng mag-gago.

At kung di pa sapat ang lahat ng ito. Hindi ako nabigo dahil wala naman akong kailangang patunayan sa ibang tao.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

WORDS AREN'T ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH AGONY I'M FEELING AT THIS VERY MOMENT.

I need a friend. Someone who knows how to listen.

INFINITUM, BOMBSHELLS, where are you?

Having 4 school days in a week rocks. See, my brain, again, is slobbering due to the intensity of our discussions in all learning areas. College is in fact tough, so might as well give me a day's break to relieve me from stress.

Surprisingly, I've seen a lot of Bulakenyos in the Diliman Campus. Twas kinda reunion for me and my batchmates way back. I came across with Maan Capulong, Bren Garcia, Marianne Sivila, Abby dela Cruz, Muriel Espana, Jennifer Legaspi, Anne Malolos, Laqui delos Santos, Kathleen Giron, Eula Tolentino, Ada Lopez, and the list goes on...

BESTFRIEND...WHERE ARE YOU?

It's ironic - not being able to see my bestfriend considering the fact that it's already the second week of school. Damn, I miss you!

Anyhooo, I got my UP Debate Society application form just this afternoon. My friend Corene and I signed up, and we're keeping our fingers crossed for that matter. You know, training, screening and stuff. That'd mean a lot of sacrifice for us, it being a lil too demanding. Your prayers would count a lot.

And oh, just in case you want to know why I joined...Uhhhhh,

I'M AFTER THE JACKET. Hihihihihi. =)

Monday, June 14, 2004

Schoolwork kept coming out like measles. Our professors bombarded us with loads of work to do. Only God knows if I'm gonna survive all these.

Math 17 was easy, thanks to the SPCQ Curriculum - plus all the mind-boggling questions she (Ms. Nicolas) raised like hell. It was just last year when I did nothing but complain about Math, Math and Math. Lessons were uber hard that it kept my cerebellum slobbering like shit. And after a year of pure hardwork, I reaped what I sow.

English 1 is basic. Just had a diagnostic exam on sentence completion. I got a whopping 46, which for me is not bad at all.

Lunch Time. Nice had to leave so I ought to go to CASAA alone. Good thing I bumped into Nico, so we headed off to CASAA together. Had lunch with Liberty, Miguel, Jones, Jojo and Nico. I munched on my Snickers Cruncher. *yummy* Then I saw Melo, who was alone by then. Of course I offered him some company, so I had to leave my blockmates and off I go the AS Steps. After like 10 minutes, I went back to CASAA to meet up with my blockmates again, but I saw them standing in front of the ABM booth. So I joined in and got the directory for the class, plus my ABM application form.

Geology 11 is boring. Sir Panol's voice sorta seemed like a lullabye to me. My seatmate Nico kept on yawning the whole time, which makes me sleepy all the more. And how can I forget my Darling Diokno? Hahaha. I love that lad's name. DIOKNO. Ang cute noh?

Dismissal time. Nico and I went to Mind Mover-Katipunan to check if they've got the Earth Science book by Tarbuck and Lutgens. NOT AVAILABLE. Damn. So he dropped me off to NBS Katipunan. Since that freakin book is, again, unavailable, I went to the IC to get my KAS1 reference and syllabus.

What a tiring day... *sigh*

Sunday, June 13, 2004

this post was done out of boredom. thanks to paolo. =)

TEST YOUR STUDENT SKILLS:

1. when going to school, car? commute?
commute. iono how to drive. =( imma try to take up driving lessons, if time would permit.

2. what time do you usually arrive in school?
8:15a everyday, except on wednesdays. free day kce un!

3. name of school?
Unibersidad ng Pilipinas. Laban ka?

4. you live near/far from school?
Sorta near na ren.

5. tri-sem or not? (For collegiate)
Nope.

6. tuition fee?
5,941.50 --->cos we're scholars, subsidized by the gov't. *yabang*

7. how much is your weekly allowance?
1500. hindi pedeng bumaba jan. mura na nga tuition eh.

8. favorite subject?
lahat fave ko. except lang ung PE2. kase naman kami daw magtatayo ng bowling pins. (grrrrrr Paolo and Michael!)

9. favorite teacher/professor?
Prof. Richmond Wong. Idol ko si William Hung.

10. favorite classmate?
lahat sila LOVE ko. oh diba? basta taga m-4.

11. favorite spot in school?
sa AS. madami kce ako nakakasalubong na kakilala ko don.

12. favorite hang-out after school?
bed ko. knock out na eh. sobrang pagod.

13. favorite event held in school?
Freshmen Welcome Assembly. Kase dinaldal ko si Michael at Paolo. Tsaka un pa lang naman ung event so far.

14. friends in school?
Dami na. Yehey! Ang saya saya.

15. where do you usually eat?
sa CASAA lang. Pag mahaba ang break time, sa Starbucks Katips, para imeet ung mga Bombshells.

16. you eat alone or with friends?
minsan kasama si Nice. minsan naman, si Nice, Liberty, Jones at Nico. minsan si Dindi at Cacs. minsan si Melo. minsan mag-isa lang (diet!!! hahaha joke!)

17. crush in school?
basta nakakatawa, crush ko na. yehey. hahahahaha. pero seryoso, pag natuwa ako sayo, crush na kita. parang si DIOKNO!!!

18. gimmick place after school?
AS lang den siguro, or NBS Katips para bumili ng school stuff.

19. what do you do during breaks?
20%daldal 30%lakad 50%kain.

20. are you engaged in any sports in your school?
wala pa naman.

21. what time do you usually go home?
MTh - 2:30p
TF - 4:00p

22. you go home alone?
precisely.

23. any club or orgs?
ABM siguro. tsaka UP Debate Society, kung papasa ako.

24. do you like your uniforms?
Shit na malagkit. Meron ba sa peyups non?

25. what is the nicest thing about your school?
may tumatakbong nakahubo. "oblation run" ang tawag don. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA. excited na ako!!!

Finally. I was able to watch Harry Potter 3 at Shang last night. A must see, I should say.

Originally, I ought to go to UP to get my KAS1 syllabus and reference.

But then, the weather didn't permit us to go.

Sheeeesh. I can't just take KAS1 for granted. Our prof's sorta terror.

I want my reference. I want a Geo11 book. I want an English book.

DADDY, I NEED MY ALLOWANCE!!!

Friday, June 11, 2004

New Blog.

New School.

New Post.

New LIFE.


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CALL ME GABBY.